Some people don’t have a clue what living with depression is about and just don’t “get it”. These are the most difficult type of people to convince that depression is real because these are the same people that don’t “get it”. It took me a while to realize this when, a few years ago, I asked a co-worker what she did to cope with states of depression or “down” days. She responded that she never got depressed. So much of my time had been spent on trying to figure out what I was doing wrong in dealing with depression, and all the while I had not realized that not everyone was affected by depression.

I have come to the conclusion that depression for me is not something to be embarrassed about. A mental illness is an illness nonetheless, and it is something that needs to be dealt with, attention brought to it, and encouraging people whose lives are affected to seek help to make their lives more bearable, which leads to a better quality of life. I’ve said that I’ve dealt with the symptoms of depression for more than half of my life. I tried convincing myself that it was something that all people went through. I tried counseling, that for me was a waste of time and money when I kept being told that I shouldn’t feel that way and that there was more to look forward to in life. I tried different combinations of medications (prescribed by a family physician) for depression that seemed to make the condition worse.

The break-through for me, came from having dealt with depression in spite of having a Parkinson’s Disease diagnosis, and being depressed as a result of having Parkinson’s Disease. For many years, Parkinson’s Disease has been known as a movement disorder. It has only been brought about in the last few years that it also has non-motor symptoms associated with it that had been dismissed sometimes flippantly as “it’s all in your head”, or “you’re too young to have Parkinson’s Disease, so you must be making these symptoms up’. As most of the people that you meet whom live with Parkinson’s Disease, and those also affected by depression, what causes the symptoms may be part of the neurological system that includes the brain, but it is definitely not something that we sit around and conjure up just to make our lives miserable.

My movement disorders specialist, by virtue of having listened to the issues that I was dealing with, aside from the motor symptoms of Parkinson’s Disease, recommended as part of my treatment regimen, an anti-depressive, that thankfully allowed for relief from the symptoms of depression. I see it as finally being able to step on solid ground, with a fighting chance of having a good quality of life, and knowing that things can get better.

What frightens me is that there are many people living with the symptoms of depression that don’t know where to turn for help. If this post helps someone to realize that living with depression is not something to be embarrassed about and that it is possible to get relief from the symptoms, then sharing my journey will not have been in vain.


One thought on “Depression – Some People Just Don’t “Get It”

  1. Israel – you’re right on the money as always! Depression is my number one PD foe – I have to fight it daily. It has nothing to do with having a negative attitude. I think those who know me would describe me as a sunny optimist. Recently I’ve been sleeping quite a bit during the day when I should be doing other things for which I have no motivation – a huge signal that I really need to be paying much more attention to my mental health right now. It’s hard to lift myself out of a rut – I’m glad I clicked on facebook to find your post! The worrisome thing to me, looking at the big picture, is that we still have so much to do to raise awareness around depression and PD – I’ve been writing and talking about it for a decade now! One glimmer of hope came this week at the Michael J Fox Patient Council meeting – the MJFF staff made it clear that depression is one of their main areas of concern, both in treatment and education. I will be following their actions closely, lending a hand wherever I can. Thanks for highlighting this major PD issue!


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